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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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    Thursday, June 25, 2009


    Have been rather temperamental lately..
    Dun really like tis unfamiliar intruder inside me..
    msn and internet is giving me tons n tons of problem..
    I haven been slping well lately either, im tired.. but I juz couldnt fall aslp..
    my ulcer hurts..
    I gets angry easily and vented it on my family..
    I lose my cool so much that I didnt even realise until I started recalling what i've said..
    Somehow.. Tis devil that i've been trying to suppress is getting a lil out of hands..
    Maybe... pms is on it way...
    But a lot of things seems to be getting on my nerves..

    Dread to go to work on sat..
    A promise is a promise..
    Maybe I should find means to quit tis job..
    I basically getting sick of everything..
    Even when it comes to love ones, I wished I could be away from them..
    All I need is my room and music at its full blast..

    When the devil overcame the angel..
    I cant be bothered bout how ppl thinks or feel..
    Perhaps miss nice had gone for a holiday and miss bad is taking over her shift?

    Sometimes, I juz feel that I shouldnt lived to pleased people..
    Because im burying myself so much tat I dun even understand what do I really wans from myself..
    I tot happiness is by making the people I cared happy..
    But..
    It felt as thou im drowning from the cruel reality that no 1 actually bothers bout how I feel..
    So, for wat i cared how u feel?
    I dunno why i can sucks so much that even some strangers I would be concern bout..
    Y do I feel what others feel?
    If I can wish for something...
    I really wished I could be as selfish as you...
    At least I would be better off being a self centered me..

    Well..
    I juz wanna vent it all..
    not on some innocent party..
    Sometimes, I really wonder if selfish exist in my dictionary..
    AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
    im tired of repetition..
    STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    wadever.

    - LifeGoesOn~