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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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    Tuesday, July 21, 2009


    I really dun need that sorry when it no longer serve any meaning inside..

    I wish to understand..
    That its bcuz of sch work.. bcuz u're bz.. bcuz ur priority comes first.. bcuz its tiring..

    But..
    sometimes..
    I felt that its wanting to take the initiative or not..

    Wed is all that I looked forward to..
    wif 2 msges.. u solved everything.. and its as thou it doesnt matter at all if thr's meet ups or not..

    Im not angry u noe..
    I juz felt soooo pathetic..
    Something which i've tot will be able make myself happy bcuz im able to enjoy by eating and chatting..
    Yet..
    It doesnt really matters to you..

    It sux..
    Bcuz im the only 1 trying my best to believe in you..
    U dun have to.. cuz it doesnt bothers you..

    If so..
    Y meet up in the first place?
    I dun believe what im doing is childish..
    Bcuz u noe me veri well..
    I will not tolerate sudden changes..
    Neither do u..

    But i think it really doesnt matters anymore..
    Im speaking from the btm of my heart..
    Im sort of getting used to ea doing our own things..
    nt updating n such..
    Or maybe in a better words..
    Having you as a friend or not..

    What i say may be hurtful or maybe not..
    I only wished to say..
    I've tried my best to understand.. and I still will..
    But..
    Im getting tired of having a friend that is almost imaginery..
    mayb.. u tot of only when troubles arises..
    I've always been understanding for all situation..
    Idk y.. urs get compiled soooo much that I could barely even try to understand..

    Trust me..
    It doesnt matters anymore..
    I dun need u to do anything anymore..
    It might be better tis way..

    Sorry that I didnt what to understand tis time..
    Perhaps Im starting to understand that..
    It doesnt matter if friends meet up or not..
    there's no such things called friends forever..
    Idk what u think.. N never will..
    Mind my own business..

    I've tried..
    I'm tired..
    I've lost..
    thank you for letting me noe tis friendship is a lil too incorrigible..

    Perhaps im a lil too fucked up..
    sick n tired of life..
    y do i need to study so much? y repeat? y work? y am i juz not happy? y am i always tat empty?
    If living is to be happy..
    Does my situation fits the purpose of living?

    please do not comment.
    I juz wanna vent it all out.

    - LifeGoesOn~