Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Finally got the chance to meet up wif the always bz bff..
Trust me..
I'll skipped sushi for at least a few mths before I start eating them again..
I've been eating jap crusine for like so 1-2 times a wk?(i had them yesterday at P.S)
-.-'''
Tots have been running wild inside me..
Bcuz it has been way too long since we've last met..
And, even inside the phone convo..

The talk was like..
Stiff..
But..
After meeting..
Things went back to the usual self..
Eat.. Shop-ed.. Slacked..
Nothing seems to change after so long..
But had our friendship fade or strengthened..
I no longer wished to search for an answer..
I juz need my bff to be my bff..

Prissy blog post kinda makes me emo..
She had bff similar to mine..
Having 1 that hardly makes a difference anymore..
Friendship changes, yet we're the 1 that had always stayed the same..
Indeed my 5yrs of friendship is uncomparable to every1 elses friendship..
I dun have bff that cares bout friendship..
Have time for friendship as well..
*wouldn't be staying long for my 21st..*
=)

Perhaps it is the friendship that gives the greatest disappointment..
but perhaps its bcuz i've too much expectation from you..
Sorry..
Being ur bff,
I shld have already noe that u're 1 typical sch girl that is always bz wif sch stuff.. bcuz u totally get urself all focused when exam is near, even if its 1-2mths b4 the exam starts..
I shld understand that bcuz u have ur own life, u have to spare urself off everything during ur wkend to be wif people that allows you to be happy(n.. i did tat already)

Listen to ur explaination even if it seems ridiculous.. (ur shopping wif eugene instead of asking me ur 2mths+ nv meet de bff out..)
Even u have time, most probably u'll be stuck at hm.. (n.. i've listened and accepted all)
Thanks for doing the same..
I seriously do..
Bcuz ur chionging books period is starting, u do not have time on wkends, u asked me out 2day after ur revision wif ur lecturer..
U took the initiative while i've give the choice entirely to u urself..
U're not pissed anymore cuz im super late..
U understand that I enjoyed slacking.. so went to starbucks for some chat when u actually have to do revision after you go back..
All this..
I do understand..
Cuz im ur bff..
I really hope for tis bff to be 1 that could constantly update me while I have the chance to update her..
something to keep such friendship alive..
I wonder if u understand..
I'm really halfway giving up..
For me to have friendship tat doesnt feels as thou it exist..
U noe i'd rather not have 1..
Sometimes I wonder y it has to be you doing it when u noe me inside out..
happy
sad
exhausted
disappointed
loved
smiled
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LifeGoesOn~