Isnt it adorable?
He makes me happy when everything goes wrong..
Despite how tiring life is..
Staying in the room alone wif ben dan will cure all tiredness..
Sometimes I really felt useless and stupid..
To be someone tat would be greatly affected by friends..
I believed I may not be a good daughter, sister, student, lover nor worker..
But, I will never allow myself to not be good friend.. tat's what i've always keep up to my own trust..
It'll kill me to have a friend that dislikes me..
I've often masked myself to be liked, appreciated and needed by my friends..
To be reckon is my everything..
I tried, to be a good daughter..
I tried, to be a good part-timer..
N my veri best for friends..
Soon.. Everything became my habit..
I wouldn't blamed any1 for trying to say that im fake..
Cuz im am tired being myself..
Seeing ppl's behaviour and expression which generates more n more question for myself to help others..
It's alrite to help..
But.. If I became a nuisance..
or get helpless over things I couldnt sove..
It juz makes me evenmore tired...
sighs..
Perhaps i've been drowned by my own masks..
hmmm..
Have u ever understand the sentence..
your happiness will be mine?
how come tis simple request of your happiness would drained so much of my energy and get me no whr?
Im not superman.. I've my days of being tired to help ppl..
I aint perfect..
thank you for your thank you which makes my day..
helping you makes me happy..
encourages me to be better..
perhaps im luckier..
=D
Next,
Having 1 that shared wif me my troubles is L.O.V.E.D..
thank you as well..
I managed to share my feeling which I seldom do..
It makes myself a lil more human..
=)
shhhh..
ciao..
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