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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
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Saturday, October 17, 2009


Happy 21st Birthday Ginny..
=)

Sighs..
Im worried bout my own 21st..
80+- adult from my relatives.. (NOTE, its only adults)
plus friends..
100+-?
Dun u think tis is INSANE?

Sighs..
I dun really like discussing my birthday with my parents and relative(mother side)
I've mention countlessly.. that I didnt want them to go on fri 8/1 bcuz if only my friends were gg.. then.. whr will they be slping when there is only 2 rooms?
But they kept insisting that they wanna go thr to help out in the deco and such..
*five fingers sticks to one..*

I do think that buffet +bbq is already veri costly..
They still insist that they wanted extra orders..
*five fingers sticks to one..*

Uncle requested to dunno bring what karoke set..
Seriously..
Teach me how to entertain my guest when it will be so fuking loud?
*five fingers sticks to one..*

I allow u all to occupy 2 fuking rooms on sat onwards..
For u all to fuking gamble n let ur fuking kids to stay in the rooms to have their own space..
Y cant you juz give me mine?

IT'S my BIRTHDAY!
For goodness sake..
Y would you wanna bring ur relatives and add-on to my buffet list?
I dun fuking noe them!
ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!
Its so fuking fuking fuking irritating..
Worst, My mum is agreeing to it..

ITS JUZ NOT UR CHALET!
ITS MY FUKING BIRTHDAY!
Even my simplest request of having only my friends to come on fri..
y do u wanna make it impossible?
Then what's the point?

Even on discussing the cake..
Its juz so ridiculous..
They even wanted to took away my fun of playing..
Saying.. bcuz the cake is exp, pls do not throw cakes..

Sighs..
Sometimes, I juz wished to tell relatives of my mum's side..
PLEASE!
Im not really that close with u all..
U cake tat my chalet.. yes..
but u cant take away the fun i'll be having wif my friends..
Its true that u all r filthy rich..
Wo bu xi han..
It was supposed to be my happiness of planning my own birthday..
Y would u want to destory them?

BUT Y?
Y would my mum be so selfish to only care for her own happiness instead of mine??
gambling, taking up my rooms, buying the food THEY like instead of what i liked, allowing them to do what they wished, take away my only day to juz enjoy wif friends n cuxz..
What's the point of this fuking birthday?
Y does everything seems to be so painful for me nowadays?
Im really veri tired..
Im exhausted..

I had enough of u all coming every wkends to gamble and drink..
ITS MY FAMILY?
I HATE YOU ALL!
...
I HATE MY FAMILY..
For one that never cares bout my feelings..
Will never be my priority..

- LifeGoesOn~