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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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Wednesday, October 14, 2009



Sometimes, its hard to stay cool when i've already lost my cool..
HAHA..
I'd often Eat, Shop, Enjoy to reduce stress..
Try not to go out 7days/wk so as to prevent myself from being tired..
Unable to reduce stress and yet becoming more and more tired..
That kind of feeling.. im unable to handle it..
Maybe bcuz I think a lot more and further than the rest..
Yet, keeping almost everything to myself, I had no choice but to remain quite when im not alright..
bff, the 1 whom noes me best will noe the best therapy for me..eating favourite food and buy things to cheer me up..
auntie 10 will be giving a hard knock on my head and will always be saying "you think too much" and comes out either wif a win win solution to difficult problems and come out wif all sorts of weird stuff to keep me entertained..
Prissy will be the 1 I could teased and I'll be so damn happy after doing so.. (im not sick luh.. but its fun..haha)
I miss my 2 idiots and bff..
1.5mths more to the end of torture..
=(
hmmm..
I guessed I shld apologise for being emo to my friends..
Im sorry..
But I really dunno how to explain tiredness..
I also dunno how to express how I felt..
Bcuz all I that was in my mind is..
im tired, im fuked up, im fuked up and IM TIRED..
I would break down explaining to you at that moment..
Cuz.. Afterall, im juz tired..
stress comes from tiredness as well..
I'll nv be worried bout O's..
I guess, but bcuz its a promise to pass..
I MUZ try my best..
Sry..
Im not my usual self nowadays bcuz I cant do the things I wan..
Eat the things I wanna eat to make myself feel better..
Act studious when im obviously not..
Trying to be happy when I could hardly even smile..
Im drained..
Being me is tiring, bcuz I've to be perfect..
Tired + tired = sibei tired..
-.-'''
If im quite, trust me..
Sometimes, Im better off being quiet..
Bcuz my words often have BIG impact on others..
I juz dun wish to hurt any1 when I dun think thru my brain juz bcuz im tired..
Bcuz hurting my friends would be hurting myself even more..
HAHA?
Maybe im crazy..
But at least I will think far better when im not tired..
=)
ciao..

- LifeGoesOn~