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` NAME: Huiling
` D.O.B: 12/01/89
` Age: 20
` School: Republic Poly
` Course: Diploma In Material Science
` part-time/full-time: Student cum Barista
` characteristic: Emo-ism
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Tuesday, January 5, 2010


The neither up nor down feeling for birthday..
=(=

Its veri tiring/a waste to celebrate..
Seriously.
cater a buffet, bbq ordering, cake ordering, inviting guest, thing-do-buy n to-do..

Instead of feeling happy, I kinda felt sad..
lol..

I HATE DECIDING AND BEING FORCED..
I hate the two of them to be exact, I'll get angry n pissed over it..(lose my cool)
I hate to choose what every1 has to eat..
I hate to choose wat cake n what bbq stuff i muz buy..
I hate to choose dresscode..
I hate to have 100guest when I have to smile till my jaw's drop..
I hate it when relatives rushed me to get things done..
I hate it when they want me to spend more when i've already told them im SAVING for my friends present..
I hate it when i've already i have to do everything myself..
=(

the only thing tat brightens up me is that..
family to be asking, you wanna buy key a not? or juz give angbao? I help u settle tis n tat?
bff would panicked over buying my 21st present..
seeing auntie 10 n prissy de cunning smiles n seeing them planning everything in place, and nicely for me in buying the deco n small gift makes me happy..
n friends will be like asking what you wan? n have no idea what to get all bcuz I dun really need anything else..

haha..
To be exact, all i need is you ppl..
=)
to share my joy..
juz those people whom I cared, n cared bout me..

but haha..
y do i have a bad feeling that most aint free..
sighs..

Wondering if =( will over power =)


If i noe, I would rather make it a small celebration..



at least i'll feel happy from the btm of my heart..

- LifeGoesOn~